The Hunger
Three Poems By Sunsetter
December 11, 2003
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The Hunger The insatiable hunger never seems to ever end. Especially when I'm close to my dearest friend. Whenever I look into her beautiful green eyes. I begin to get that urge to begin to hypnotize. Then I have to compose myself and look away. She thinks that I don't care for her in that way. If only she knew that this hunger yearns for her. And not only her blood but my love that is pure. But I know that my love will only cause her harm. As my fangs into her neck will give her such alarm. And make her think that I want her only in that way. I have so many things in my heart that I want to say. I'm afraid to tell her how I feel, the words won't flow. My hunger for her runs deeper than she'll ever know. And when we are so close to each other, I feel so bad. That I must turn away, knowing that she feels so sad. If only Julia knew that my hunger is so strong for her. But even love for a vampire is nothing without a cure. But even love for a vampire is nothing without a cure. |
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The Hunger Rages On When did these feelings for Julia come about? When did I realize I loved her without a doubt? I think it all began to happen with Tom Jennings. For in his arms she would spend all of her evenings. I became so jealous, but I didn't want anyone to know. But Willie saw right through me, and boldly told me so. He made me admit that I had these deep feelings for her. But it wasn't love that I felt, and to cease with his lecture. I know that he knew my concerns for her better than I did. But I was in denial, for my true feelings, as always, I hid. My feelings for her, the love that I feel, deep in my heart. Must be kept silent, as this relationship can never start. For I am once again, this loathsome creature of the night. And sinking my fangs in her neck, would give her a fright. But when we are within kissing distance, I feel the need. To kiss her sweet lips, then on to her soft neck to feed. |
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Only Hunger? When he looks deep into my loving eyes. I can almost see right through his disguise. It happens when we're within kissing distance. So intense at first, then I can feel his resistance. This is the moment, that he quickly looks away. Then comes back, with something cold to say. Then I will come back, with a sarcastic remark. Knowing this special moment has lost it's spark. Is it because I saw him glance down to my neck? Or is it because feelings for me, he does lack? I know that he feels the hunger, but not for me. I am only his friend, is this all he will ever see? Does he not realise, I would let him take me now. If only I could confess my true feelings some how. I even offered my neck to him when he became old. But he declined, yet thanking me, for being bold. Why can he not see, that I want to have him near? And his fangs deep within me, I would never fear? But when he looks deep into my eyes, it's the same. He turns his back to me again, as if he's in shame. |
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