Lali's Poems
Poems By Lali
March 9, 2004

Willie

I'll meet Willie in the gazebo
As the rooster crows
Knowing Barnabas has released him
From a night of woes
I'll be waiting for Willie as the sun rises
And know that Willie will soon be mine
The sunshine shows on his lovely hair
As he comes to the gazebo to meet me there
I'm ready for Willie as he comes up the step
And his arms around me do gently slip
Our bodies meld together in deep ecstasy
For I know that Willie truly loves me.


PANSY AS SHE STAKES BARNABAS

Ya killed my Carl, luv
Now I'll destroy ya meself!
I hate ya for what ya did to my sweet Carl!
And ya killed me too in a way.
It's fittin' fer me to get ya now.
I hate ya! I hate ya! I HATE YA!
(As she pounds the stake deep inside his heart!)


ANGELIQUE TO BARNABAS

You took me and tossed me aside!
Did you really believe you could get away with that?!
Never! I love you! I always will, Barnabas!
You belong to me forever and ever!
You are my husband, my love, my man!
I gave to you what I gave no other!
It was all mine to give to the only man I'll ever truly love!
How dare you toss me aside like this?
I didn't want to do this to you--
Make everyone who loves you die, but I must.
I'm almost sorry that little Sarah is first
But I mustn't let sentiment or youth stand in my way!
Barnabas, you are mine--forever!
Barnabas, I am yours for eternity!
I don't kill anyone, but your love kills!


JOSETTE TO BARNABAS

I trusted you, Barnabas
I loved you so much
I came all the way to Collinsport to marry you
Perhaps I loved you too much!
Or perhaps not enough
I am so confused!
Who do I trust?
And look what's happened in the short time I've been here!
Who is to blame for that?
And now you tell me you want me to be with you for eternity.
Aunt Natalie tells me I can't but she gives me no good reason!
I want to give myself to you
I'm not afraid
I'll love you for eternity
Take me, my love!
Take me now!
I'm yours forever!
Wait--no! No!
I don't want to become what you are!
No! Noooooooooooooooo!(falls to her death)


BETH TO QUENTIN

You don't love me
You don't care
I want to shoot you
I'll pull out your hair.
I also want to get Angelique
Does she turn you on because she's unique?
I stood with you through thick and thin
Whether you lost or whether you win.
I risked my life on many occasions
Because I love you. Why? What were the reasons?
You cheated on me time and again
But I trusted you until I took that swim!
I put up with your philandering while you were married to Jenny
I even took care of her--oh, what a ninny!
I wouldn't listen to Magda's advice
I didn't think I wanted to hear it because it wasn't nice.
And when you turned your attention to Amanda
I wanted to die and wouldn't have cared
But many other women were your trouble
And now my own became more tripled than double.
And then when you turned into Petofi I called Tim
And he betrayed me--I thought I could trust him
And now I know I couldn't so I must run
Oh no! I'm on the edge of Widow's Hill
And now--Stay away! Arrrgghhh!


Victoria's Dilemma

I grew up in a foundling home
With others, but I felt all alone
Wanting to have a father and mother
And maybe some siblings--sisters or brother.
I was cheated all of my life you see
And felt that no one cared for little old me.
But now that I live at Collinwood
I have to believe that it really could
Happen that I might find my roots here
And I know that the answer must be really near
But no one wants to tell me anything
So a kind of vagueness to my life it brings
I get put down for I don't understand
But only if someone would give me a hand
Or let me know who my parents might be
I might then understand all about me!


DAVID IS A MONSTER?

Poor David so misunderstood!
"My father never loved me
He didn't love my mother
If he had I wonder if I'd have a sister or brother?
I'm known as a little monster all around Collinwood
And I didn't really deserve it
It's just that no one understood!
I didn't mean for Father to die!
I only meant to make him cry--
As I have done so many times
Due to no love from anyone." <sigh>
So I don't feel so bad for Roger
I feel sort of bad, you see,
For just like David I know how it feels
To believe that no one loved me.


WALLING UP TRASK!

Walling up Trask
Would be such a task
If only it weren't so much fun
We used Quentin's room
Wouldn't Amanda swoon
And we--Judith and I--laugh as it's done.
Walling up Trask
Did he deserve it, you ask?
We believe that he really did
He took Judith for her money
And it wasn't really funny
And sent Aristede to make sure she was dead--
Like Minerva!
Garth Blackwood got him!
So Judith called me, Tim
And asked that I help her out--
She drugged the black-hearted creep
And while he did sleep
We put him in Quentin's room with a silent shout.
The bricks and the mortar were waiting, you see
And Judith left that revenge up to me.
So after we were through
Trask got his due
And she drove him completely insane.


JEB'S SWAN SONG

Me and my shadow
Soon will have to part
For it frightens me so
Of it I want no part!
Me and my shadow
It follows me wherever I go
I can't escape its treacherous creeping
It goes wherever and however I go.
Angelique, she cursed me
Wanting me dead by and by
She put the blame, you see
On me for being betrayed by her Sky.
It wasn't my fault
I was only a pawn
To be used and used
Again, you see,
So now there's only one place I can go
And that is to the rocks far below
I'll dive off Widow's Hill like a swan!


CAROLYN'S LITANY TO JEB
(A song parody)

Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love.

Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world
Cause you don't love me anymore.

Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you had to die!


Charity to Quentin

My parents want me to marry you
I don't know why, but I feel so blue
I'm no more in love with you than Tim
And yet my father once engaged me to him.
I won't ever marry--not even you--
For my heart will remain forever true
As father expected me to remain
Pure and virginal as long as I'm sane.
You attract me so much and yet, you see--
Getting married at all can never be
For soon I won't be myself
And Charity will remain forever on a shelf.
You once sang to me and danced
And I thought I'd just prance
But now I know it will never be
For in a wink of an eye, I was banished by Petofi!


By Lali